Came back home from injection this afternoon at Bukit Gomba clinic.
I've been staying a home for the past few hours as I don't wish to get any distraction out there.
I'm still half way through my travellers badge project and I had to get it done by tomorrow.
Injection was not that little painful as what i thought. Still alright la. :D
Probably meeting junjie and girlfriend later, probably not. Depend on my mood then.
I've got expired photo which I don't get a chance to post. So, I'll make use of this chance to post them all. ;D
I've been staring in front of the computer thinking about those things that had happen few days back. Crying for stuffs which I felt so stupid about. Having my time wasted in things that I know it won't happen. I really felt like a fool doing all sorts of stupid things. I could not understand your motive. If you don't mean anything, let me know. At least I know I'm thinking too much rather than cheating myself all these while. Though I've been giving promises to myself but it doesn't seems to get going. I felt like a living puppet.
All we could be is nothing more than a friend. I definitely wish to get out of this poverty cycle only if you could lend a helping hand. By not letting me place so much hope into you. At first I really thought we could start a fresh. But all my hopes seems to wash down into the drain. I definitely won't blame you because I'm overall the one to be blame. If I don't make this move, none of these will happen. Dearest C* & T*, sorry to have you guys worried about me. I felt really bad. And of course thanks for being there. I've learnt my lesson. No matter how soft hearted I am, is still my determination of rejecting it or not. And My Dearest BFB* thanks for these two nights of accompanying till very late night. hearing my sorrows and lending me your precious listening ears. You're definitely the one of the best among so many of them. Though I might have said lots of promises to you. I make sure one of them will definitely be fulfiled. :D
I've learnt to move on. All those are not worth it! Really not!
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