Wednesday, October 8, 2008

When I Get To Know That Love Is So Hurtful


N' Level is finally over and I'm like "Hurray! it's finally over. But what about O' level?."
Well, I guess I'll need to think about this question only on the day i got my result. Who knows? Maybe i might not even be promoted?{touch wood} And because exams is over, this shows that I'm gonna declare early holiday for myself! Therefore, I don't need to go school anymore! Wooah!
But i'll still attend class on friday definitely.
Had been with girlfriend the whole day after paper has ended. I should say quite a tiring day {:
{Thanks for being there, friends}
Had been feeling up and down these few days. Meeting Tricia, Candy and Carilyn in the afternoon.
P/s: you might not know the following things that I'll be saying.
And Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY TANG!

Stranger:
Yes, You're right to say that it's so ugly to see a girl with her friends out in the middle of night. But I've got a question to ask. " Do you know what's the reasons why.?" I bet every human in this world has got their reasons behind each and everything that they does. So do I, I definitely have my reason for staying. Yeah, from an outsider's view, I may be looking like a bad girl? If you could understand what actually happen.
For some reasons, I can't tell the story.
Think it back, i may be the lousiest girl that you've ever met. But knowing me for like a year plus, you should understand my character. Or rather you'll know I'm what kind of a person. To you I might change for some sort of things that I've done that made you feel so. But the fact is that i did not! I did not changed at all.
Is Just things that I've done made you feel so.
However you hurtful remarks made me finally came to the sense that everything is understandable. I need not say anything anymore.
Definitely I cried very badly last night. Would you know the reasons? Would you even bother? I doubt so.
Phrases like " This kind of girl", "0.01 percent to 0" etc.
Are you trying to tell me that I'm which kind of girl? Bitch? irritating? disgusting? it's so hurtful especially those are out from you. Percentage?! I wish to get back too. Msn, blog, phone, each and everything is all about you and you and you! Why would i be bother? because i still care, I'm concern and I love you. why would I cry after knowing what you said. Because that's not what is happening. And i bet you know i don't it when others misunderstand. Why do you need to say there's no way back when you know is such a painful process to wait for the one that you love whom will never come back again? Since you said we can't get back, I can't force you either. You Said You're leading a good life, then continue with it, i believe the one you love will be yours one day. Those misunderstanding, hatred etc. let it remain there till forever since there won't be explanation to be cleared and made. Goodbye


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