Ps; that donuts on my hand. one of it was for {use to be } that silly boy of mine

Just finished homework for maths and not much for Social Studies. Ohyes, recently I just realise. What's the point of gossiping? Talking behind others back to make yourself feel good or what? Don't you guys find it stupid? Maybe no. But for me? I do. Of course I do gossip but I don't make fun of my friends and treat them feel like a fool. Whatever it is. I find it sick. I am not referring to any. Please don't misunderstand what I'm trying to say. Anyway.
N-level Chinese oral is on Monday and I have not prepare. I guess. I'll just do my best. Studies have been very stressing these few weeks. As it is to prepare us for Prelim. And in about 3 weeks time. PRELIM START!

4 Days without you//:

22/07/2008 supposedly 15 months anniversary. But its too late to say all these.

My days have not recover. Still I find myself living back the past.
Belovedboy; I miss you badly each day. Everynight, under my blanket. I cried without fail. I miss you! I miss you! I miss you!
I can't convince myself that you are gone. I can't let go at all. But. I told myself this: " CHUAHUILING! tomorrow will be a better day. I must get use to the days now. I'm all alone! I won't cry! I am strong" I'm hoping days will get better each day. I miss you! yes. I really do!